break is ending real soon.

and i'm trying to enjoy myself as much as i can.

:)

and yesterday, me, family and amin went to the bangsawan.

was good.

excellent job big bro.

proud.

yesterday's meeting was a lil too much to handle.
information overload. seriously.
almost fall apart.
almost.

and thanks for putting me back into pieces.
though i'm not really a-okay, but at least, im accepting it.
the workload.

form-teachership. primary ONE. and I only meet them once a week for 2 periods! How to do admin lydat...
handling the cca alone, w/o any prior experience on that cca, plus there's SYF comp.
malay thingies.
committee thingies.

yea.
but i'll be fine.
with the support.
Insyaallah.

and i'm gonna do a lil shopping
to decorate the class..
my primary ONE class.
and i've got only $30 to spend.
how pathetic!

looking at the bright side...
i will be the primary ONE kiddos!!!
yeyy...
love love.
cuties..

and i really cant wait to decorate my class.
at least there's something to look forward to.

geez~

It is already 99% confirm that it's gonna happen.

and the 1% has yet to happen.

and i pray that it's gonna be a smooth one.

Insyaallah.

happy birthday, dearrrrr...!!!!

had a good surprise for him.
and as usual, planned surprises dun always work as planned.
but managed to get everything done.

a good surprise when i sent the 24 gifts(for the years that i've missed) to his workplace.
and another surprise at his place, lovely, colourful cupcakes.
it was nice seeing him smiling(priceless face) when he opened up the gifts one by one.

special thanks to AYU!!!!
for accompanying me in buying and wrapping the stuff.
appreciate the help very very very much, babe.
can't thank u enough.
thanks KAKTI and AFAH for the ideas.
and ILA for being there when i needed the help.
and CIK for being very supportive.

it feels good.
to make you smile.

and thanks for making me smile too.

i wish i'm living in the fairy tale.
where things end with happily ever after.
where everything seems so simple.
without any complications.
and all the things that you wish for will be granted.
a place with no anger.
only happiness.
with no expectations.
only acceptance.

sometimes, dreaming too much is not good.
especially for girls.
because we will get disappointed if our dreams doesnt come true.
a dream car.
a dream house.
a dream man.
a dream wedding.
a dream career.
"Live The Dream"
simple as it sounds?
only depends on the situation you are in.
so snap back to reality.
where there is no happily ever after.

gah. im just letting out.
out.
out.
out.

ok done. :)

random before anything.
... i just have this feeling that you have something against me..
that you just have this negative thing towards me..
and i truly do not bother that much. just that, we are acquainted.
so it bothers me just a little.
then again, what heck.

anyway, had a talk with the love just now.
talk about things.
matters.
situations.
seems that everything is smoother than he expected it to be.
thanks for the talk.
was needed.

it was a wonderful day for the both of us.
as usual, it was unplanned. and yet it was fruitful.

got our lunch at Zamzam. got ourselves murtabak.
good food. cheap price.
then caught a movie. The Kingdom.
good movie.

decided to just sit around esplanade area for awhile.
and someone approached us with a ball.
for us to write our new year wish.
all excited both of us were..

so we wrote
"2008... a good today, a better tomorrow"
words by dear..
designed by me.
and we included all our trademarks..
from the *tcegk* to the (,")",)
and if im not wrong, this ball will be floating on the river for the countdown...

after all the excitement,
we went to get ourselves a similar pair of sandals.
sadly, the colours that we wanted were sold out.
either no size for me, or no size for him.
and we ended up with this.
kinda nice la.
gonna use it for our trip. yeyy yeyy.

a wonderful day it was.
good company.
good day.

i smiled today 5:18 AM

Sunday, December 02, 2007

words from the man..

which are still in the walls of my mind and it goes like this..

"let's sleep it over so we'll be nearer to that, aites baby"

and those were the words that made me sleep, that dried the tears, that reassured me, of a better day tomorrow.

i smiled today 4:04 AM

Saturday, December 01, 2007

it doesnt matter if my life is different from yours.

from the way u think is the right way.

far from the easy-going life im leading.

im just sick and tired of all those things u said.

though it's still affecting me..silently.

you won't know how deep the scar is.

and i pray that you won't find out.

because i wouldnt wanna hurt u.

back.

i smiled today 4:29 AM