today was great.

totally.

thank you dearie.

for accompanying.

for making me smile.

and never fail to make me laugh.

till im tired of laughing.

hehehe.

should have taken pix of today.

because today was simply great.

simple. and great.


of FREEDOM WRITERS.

at last, im able to watch it.
have been waiting and wanting to watch that movie for so long.
and thanks to Dear, i manage to get it.

and appreciate it.

i hafta say..
that i love the movie.
and im hating it as well.

the story line is great.
a beginning teacher, being "thrown" into a class full of rebellious students.
students who don't even care about education.
because of their way of living.
and somehow, the teacher manage to have a way with them.
to make them respect her.
a very good way of teaching.

a typical "teacher" movie.

inspired?
definitely.

however, question is, why is there a need for divorce?
the husband wanting a divorce because she is not spending enough time at home.
because she loves her students so much that she is neglecting him.
is she getting the support and the understanding from her husband especially when she is in need?
is she so into her work, that she is spending more time with her students and not her husband?

so who is at fault?

humans falter.
even though they try extremely hard to please everyone.

teachers, have the passion to teach.
and will try very hard to be the best teacher.
even better than their own teachers.
they tend to complain everyday.
and share every joy that they experience everyday.
and the most important thing that they need is support.
and we love our students/kids/children alot.

and experiences shared everyday by a teacher.
no one can truly understand them.
unless you experienced it yourself.

so sometimes, advices won't work.

but a listening ear would.

been quite some time.
since the last.

nothing much to update about life.
not that the life is mundane.
but its more of ... life's good.
Alhamdulillah.
and still trying to be better.

hari raya.
was the day that he was looking forward to.
as quoted "step by step"
and all was doing good.
now, it's gonna be a lil easier.
because all seem comfortable.

just had our 4 months.
a sunflower greeted me.
surprised i was.
a good and kewl one it was.

four days of PSLE marking.
met new people.
nice people.
which open my eyes to new perspective.
which led me to reading this book "The Kite Runner"
enlightening.

and now mentally preparing.
something to look forward to.
:)

and one thing's for sure.
i do love him.

thank you for everything.




sempena hari lebaran ini,

saya ingin menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf jika ada salah silap nurul.

jika ada terkasar bahasa dan tersilap kata.

yang sengaja dan yang tidak sengaja..

:)



and now

of the past days and weeks...



the week before hari raya was crap.

lots to do in school.

lots to settle.

too much.

work review.

hari raya preparation in school.

hari raya preparation at home.

finishing syllabus.



and oh, one of my p1 kid had fits.

scary.

cz it happened right in front of me.

right from the beginning, till he got his medication. i was there.

and i was a lil affected cz he is my student.

worried.



oh well.



managed well.

and with the hari raya concert that went smoothly, it was all worth it.

:)



and hari raya..

first day, went to grams hse at bedok.

to bukit batok.

to geylang bahru.

and back to bedok.



second day.

was unwell.

and there was alot of guests.

about 13 families.

tired la sey.



third day.

kids' day.

my kids came.

and "they" came.

wow.



glad everything went well.

my side was feeling good.



alhamdulillah.



:)



and for the rest of this week, im gonna be at Jingshan Pri.

PSLE marking.



thank god there's nana and fiza highlight.

yeyy.






the full moon.
ice cream.
the pillow that made me warm.
the pictures that contain memories.
the little bears lined up on my table.
the past messages in the inbox.

made me feel safe, warm, and hopeful.

because those are the little things that u cant take away from me.

and that they matter alot to me.

when all else fail, those keep me strong.

and moving.






of the favourite things yesterday.

with favourite people.
his favourite dish.
my favourite ice-cream.

i like la.