read someone's blog abt his experience bein in a primary sch
as Technology Assistant(TA)..
then remembered abt my experience bein in a primary sch..
as a teacher..
for a year..

one year is pretty long..
strong bonds were present..
among the teachers, parents, students, canteen vendors, cleaners..
it was a wonderful experience i shall say..
and im missing them..

miss those students who will jz scream ur name..
even when u are so far away.."Cikgu Nurul!!...Cikgu Nurul!!"
and run to you..
just to 'salam' you..
how sweet...

miss those times when they greet u with a smile..
whenever u enter the class..

miss them when they say,"Terima Kasih Cikgu kerana mengajar saya"..
at the end of the class..

miss them when they wave goodbye as i send them to the gate..
saying, "See u again tomorrow!!"
or "Enjoy ur weekend!!"

miss those days when they will willingly help u carry the books...
and fighting to take turns..

miss those situations where they will approach you..
and ask for ur advice..
or any kind of help..
especially with that 'please-pity-me' face..

miss those nice students..
who will in some way, make u smile..
even when ur blood is boiling..

and also those students who are freaking naughty..
especially when u feel like screaming at the top of ur lungs..
and throw whatever that is in ur hand..
or pray hard that he will be absent th next day..
(i know it's not right...but sometimes u jz cant help it la..no worries, i love them too)
somehow, they add spices to ur teaching life..

and those big kids(primary 6)..
who will tease you..
knowing that you're a young teacher..
what the!!...yes i know..

miss my colleagues..
especially those gossip period..
and pillow-fights..
or the sharing of biscuits/milo..
and the stressful period when setting exam papers, marking papers..

miss those smiles from the cleaners..
and the "Ye, nak apa cikgu?" from the canteen vendors..

miss those nice comments from parents..
especially when their child/children improve their marks..

miss them all....
cz i love them..









only some of the pix...
lovely kids..


THINGS ALL GIRLS WANT THEIR GUY TO SAY(and mean it..eheh)

-i'm the guy who will text you every single
morning and tell you good morning and every
single night to tell you sweet dreams.

-im the guy who will text you and tell you "i love
you and you make me smile" just because it's true.

-im the guy who will blindfold you and take you to
the beach, let you run your toes through the sand
and then make you guess where we are.

-im the guy who will show up at your games (or
competitions or meets) without you knowing just to
surprise you.

-im the guy who will hold you when you are crying
and wipe away your tears.

-im the guy who still thinks that you're beautiful
even without makeup but instead, in sweat and a
big t-shirt.

-im the guy who won't pressure you to do things
you dont want to.

-im the guy who will show up at your house with
soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well.

-im the guy who kisses you on the forehead.

-im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell.

-im the guy who actually listens to you when you
talk.

-im the guy who's excited all day because im
looking forward to our date that night.

-im the guy who is contented to just be able to hold
you and wants nothing more.

-im the guy who can't help but smile when you walk
into the room.

-im the guy whos perfectly happy with staying in
and watching movies and cuddling.

-im the guy who won't lie to you about where hes
going or where he's been or who he's been with.

-im the guy who gets butterflies when he hears
your name.

-im the guy who picks you over his friends.

-im the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he
loves you.

-im the guy that isn't afraid to tell you he loves you.

-im the guy who isn't always trying to act like a
hard ass around you.

-im the guy that will tell you how i feel.

-im the guy who doesn't care about your
imperfections and loves you more for them.

-im the guy who will hold you while we watch the
sunset.

-im the guy who really wants to make you the
happiest girl in the world.

.....HOWEVER, THOSE ABOVE ARE A LITTLE TOO PERFECT.
.........AND YEA, NO ONE'S PERFECT...BLEAH!


one assignment down...
wohoo!!!!

alhamdulillah..

and 5 days to go..till i meet him..
yes-sah!

*wink*


even though im suppose to be bz..
here's some of my thought..
abt certain issues which i believe ever came across ur minds..
when it regards relationships and break-ups..

actually read someone's blog..
speaking of failing relationships and break-ups..
and i know how difficult it is to deal with that..
trust me..been there, done that.

just sharing my point of view..

leaving someone,especially after being together for some time is tough..
even if it's mutual..
the sudden feeling of being lonely is hard to adapt..
and that's when re-bounds occur..(pls avoid that)

things i did after a break up:
1. shop
2. socialise
3. go out wit frens
4. make myself bz wit things

and even that, the idea of th ex-partner will not vanish..
it will still linger, till God knows when..
sometimes, it doesnt seem to go away..
never..
no matter how hard we tried..

move on..
met someone new..
a whole new chapter..

however, ur past will still haunt u..
afraid..
scared..
comparison starts to happen..(don't deny that people)
and even though u and th new guy are so happy together,
u will still think of th past..
darn! (yea, i know)
especially if th past guy relationship was ur first love..

even so, no one can ever help you on that..
it's all up to you..
ur strength..
ur believe in moving on...really moving on..
it's tough i know..

a 2-cents worth from me:-
never give urself or ur new partner false hope..

for th ladies:-
believe me,whatever u went through, th males are finding it harder to cope..
even though they are seen wit someone new..

for th gentlemen:-
agree??
i know u guys are th stronger gender..but..
if ur don't agree, its time to go for reality check,yes?

for my case:-
i manage to put th past behind me..
realized how stupid i was..
haha..love was blind..
not anymore!

before u close this window, make ur VOTE!

was/is it tough to let go of the past?
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just to see ur views on th issue..

cheers!



had a surprise birthday party for Syahida today..
it went well..
went to get some drinks while waiting for th rest to come..

thanks ayu for taking th pix!! hehe.

after waiting for quite some time, th rest joined us...
and we waited for th bdae gerl...



kita tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu...
akhirnya!!!
bdae gerl pun sampai!




see th surprise look on her face!!
success!!

sang th bdae song...
cut th cake...
gave th present..


"happy birthday to you~~"


th prezzies that she received..
haha..wat a face!

and of course, eat ah!!

yummy!!

after that we had our late lunch..
and to th esplanade we went...
pix were taken...


in th library @ Esplanade
(pix taken by ayu again..haha)
kiddish~ yea..fun time~


WHEN IT CONCERNS FEELINGS..

having all kinda feelings now..

lonely
one month without him is kinda tough..
especially now, having no contact for 5 days..
thought time will fly faster..but nah..
it gets worst actually..
anticipating his calls..which i know will not happen..
bleah!
what a feeling..
10 more days...

angry
anger for someone is splurging..
someone who is always so selfish..
so egoistic..
so hipocritical..
an irritating moron..
an ungrateful human being..
can u totally get out of my life..
pay me everything u owe..
and an advice for u..
"pls dun dream big if u know u can't achieve it..
doesnt matter in what aspect..
realise ur ability..
rather than your want.."
i have enough of you..
and stop finding fault wit me..
true enough, first impression is always right..~

a lil stress
i have 7 projects due...
hafta do a magazine..
prepare a debate..
do a lesson plan..
complete literature 25-page essay..
complete literature presentation..
linguistic presentation..
linguistic assignment..
wow!!
and i only have a week break..
why not longer!!?
simply lack of drive to do all that..
but will do..no worries..

annoyed
with someone who's still pestering me..
even though he knows im attached..
cmon...what can i do to make u realise that?
ignore him?..done
but he' still contacting..
a lil irritated ..
but keepin my cool~

va-va-voom
haha..happy that is..
cz my mom knows abt fir..
she seems to be ok wit me 'seeing' him..
seems to be talking and askin alot abt him..
hopefully there will be a time when she will know him in person..
and him, knows my family..
not forgetting, for me too...
seram~..haha.
the thought of my mom being a-okay abt it is a great feeling..
yela...dapat restu mak bapak la katakan..
eheh...gatai nyer aku nie..
jodoh di tangan Tuhan, insyaallah..
hehee..

and wit Allah's help, i'm able to go through all that..
Insyaallah..

Ameen..


currently at ayu's place..
reached here ard 10 plus..

drinks were served..
food's ready..cooked by ayu..
it's spaghetti.. wohoo!!

ard 12..makan time!!
ayu was so afraid that th food taste bad..
muahah!!

first bite...hmmm~
ok la..quite nice..
actually had a 2nd round..
haha...
ayu! da boleh kahwin ah!~



yummy!!!!
(or is that jz an act??..
heh..

after that we continued with our project..



getting bz...
yea right..~



sooo into their work..
fuh~
focus tu......
(pix: kak ti-wit laptop and khatijah)

truth is, we are really sleepy..
cz our stomach's full...
kak ti's still hesitant abt going tuition..
and we, th great friends, are telling her not to go...
muahahah!!!
she has yet to decide...and we're not helping at all..
bleah!!

and now, waiting for th stomach..
whether we'll have stomach ache anot...
(cz of ayu's cookin)
hehe...

sorry eh yu..
makanan kau tu sedap sebenarnyer..
main-main je...
maap ye..



Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

what the!!~
hahaha!!..
he's squashed!!

moral of the story is:
don't make fun of gals..
u won't know what they are capable of..


this explains what im currently doing...
and will be doin for the days to come..
fuh~








and im missing him..


now..
i think im at th down-side of the wheel..
so down..
but still doing good..
always smiling..

peace..

Oh Allah..
You are th Most Gracious and Most Merciful..



Discover your Zodiac Personality @ Quiz Me

how true...
im a true taurean...
wow...

but upset about changes??
it actually depends on what type of changes ur talking about..
change for the better is definitely good..
right...?




14 February 2006..
was my happiest day..up to date..
wow...

no words can describe how i felt..
more than elated...
more than jz feelin contented...
more than feelin exultant..

alhamdulillah...


2140hrs...
there was a knock on the door..
and i opened...
saw a guy wit a bouquet of BLU rose..
12 blu roses...

My knees went weak..
shivering when i had to sign the paper...
MasyaAllah..

thank YOU!!!...
it so sweet............
and lovely.....







jz sharing my happiness...

peace...


went out wit Farah..
yesterday...
Esplanade, Marina Square, Suntec, Millenia Walk...
to look for chocz/candies..

she was so delighted to see such a big chocz store..
at Millenia Walk..
chocz lovers should go there(Candy Empire)
it's HUGE...
and many varieties of chocz...
there's also a Willie Wonka chocz...
bought one...damn nice!~



wohoo!!!!

think i walked a lil too much..
till my ankle hurts..alot..
got home..and cant walk properly..
had to wear an ankle guard..haiz...
(remember th time i sprain my ankle??
it's almost 2 months...!!)



ugh...hate it..

and this is farah..
pretty gerl...




on the way home..
and saw the full moon..
Masya Allah...




what a day~


he is unwell..
Oh Allah, please grant him good health..
Ameen..

Being so far is so tough..
Please take great care...
Please...



yesterday..
went to SMU...
Launching of a book..

My cousin and bro performed...
Met old friends...
Great feeling..

Some pix below..


this is what it's all about..



oh..oh...
it's my brother's name!!!
proudly presenting...hehe..



launching of the book..



my cousin's performance..



yupz..that's my cousin..
Fariz Husna..


my bro's performance..
tarian zapin..



my bro and his partner..
who is my YJ friend..



me and my bro...



my cousin and my brother..



Fariz's family and mine...



me and my cousin, Fariz



me and kak Ifah..
it's been a long time..
amazing that she still recognize me..
she was my senior in Deyi Sec..taught Malay Dance..
sweet lady..
nice meeting you, sis..



my YJC friend..
my bro's dancing partner..


yup yup...
that's all..


got an inai from my neighbour..
who jz came back from 'umrah'..
test it..

oh man...
it's so red...
yucks!

Green You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

it reads:
you are a very calm and contemplative person.
Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

i want blu!!!

i dissapointed someone...
full of regret...
im truly sorry.. ..
for the step down...


i wish..
i wish...
i wish my wish will come true...
(nothing to do with my wishlist)


today..in school..
had 4 hour break!
freaking long...and boring..

so all of us went to the lib..
read up some books...
took lots of pix of ourselves using other people's hp..and sent it to our hp..(actually can use our own hp..heh..gatal ah)
and sleep..

here are some of the pix..


ahhh...this is the sleeping time...
next to me is arafah..
i did not know that this pix exist till i reach home..
bertuah nyer arafah


one of the pix...
actually there are lots more..
too lazy to upload


haha...fun times..

after sch, went to meet zie...
thanks zie for the time...
love you...

ALSO....received an mms from fir...
look at that....


something he designed on his helmet..
can't see clearly..
but i think it reads..Firdaus N Nurul..
wit some small details..
very nice...
impressive...
thankz!!..
some sweet gesture.. *smiles*


yep..thank God he's doing fine..
and im okay too...

oh ya..
Ayu and Fiza on MC...
get well soon guyz~