tonight's gonna be the last night...
till next month..
gonna miss you..

have a safe trip..
and an enjoyable month..

so now i can already wear..
"My boyfriend's out of town"- tshirt..
heheh...
orites..kidding..
don't worry..
*wink*

take care..


here's a lil something for you..
before you leave..
nothing fancy..
jz something i created..
as sincere as i can be...


" This i promise you..
from the bottom of my heart
I will stay true..
No matter what.
Even the storm can't break us apart..
'cause i love you
the hero of my heart..

Of all the wrong things i had done
Or the words i said to make u down
Or those times i played around

I didnt mean any harm
All because i love you
And you know that's true
That my heart's always with you..

The time to say goodbye is here
For a month you won't be near
But i assure..
that..
this separation will not change my love
for you..
this i promise you
from the bottom of my heart..
i will stay true. "


and i'll pray for your safety..
always..



Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

ok..so who came first? ..
the chicken or the egg?
hah!

anywayz, had another great day..

trip to town on a bus(168) was a lil hilarious..
a man sat beside a gal..and was sleeping..
so the man leaned towards the gal...
and the gal was sooo uneasy..he was freaking near..
..at her chest level..
imagine that..
TWICE!
pitied her..
i felt like jz pushing the guy away from the gal..
we were behind them..
and fir, he was really asleep..and not trying to get any chances..
hahah..

at town..
wanted to eat BREEKS!
went all the way to level 5, only to find out it's still close..
so slow...
were we early?

so we walked around..
erm..even though not many shops were open..
aimlessly...

then decided to eat ice cream..
at Swensens..
end up buying lunch and ice cream...
yummy!!

and me and fir flirted...
i aimed for this cute guy...
and fir had his own too...tanak kalah sey!
fir, not bad ah the gerl...good taste ah..
had fun laughing and all..
my jaws became a lil tired..
and to the cute guy: i'll be back soon ya..
*wink*

then we went to Sembawang Park..
were so shocked to see sooo many people!!
malay people!!
oh cmon...it's Sembawang Park..!! How can there be so many people?!
and the carpark's full..
oh bother...
walk around a lil..and went home..




see the full carpark...




ok..i don't really call that alot..
but that's only part of the park...

and so we call it a day..
was still early..
but had to go home..

2 more days...
it's getting nearer..


went to Bedok Reservoir Rd today..
to surprise him...under his void deck..
went all the way from my friend's place..

not suppose to meet today..
cz i wanna do/settle my own stuff
but..
jz felt like giving him a pleasant surprise..
since im near that area..

more or less, conversation went like this..

me: hello..
him: hello..where are u?
me: somewhere in S'pore.. u wanna meet today?
him: uh??
me: u wanna meet now?
him: (can hear him smiling) where are u now?? cmon tell me...
me: u wanna meet anot... i give u 5 minutes..
him: eh!!! where u now...tell me...(panicky voice)
me: cepat la... 5 minutes only ah..

and so we met..

since his house is so near the reservoir..
we sat down..by the reservoir...
and enjoyed the breeze and scenery..
it was wow!!!!
love nature..

love his company..
very much..
very very much..

my trip to meet him not wasted...
heh...
it will never be...

3 more days...


caught a movie today..
I Not Stupid Too..
actually, it wasnt planned..
but we watched it anyway ..

and it was NICE!
truthfully...
funny..sad..
story line very touching..
very Singaporean..
and guess what..i teared ah!..

it's abt family issues..
on parents' high expectations of their children..
children not appreciated...
lack of TLC..
very sad...

to find out more, check it out urself...
it's much better than HEIRLOOM..
hah!

from there, went home..

four more days left..
to the DAY..
he is goin to Thailand for a month...
am so sad..
thinking alot..
then suddenly he said, "I will not let u go no matter what happen..."
wow...
speechless...
and then, followed by..."i love u very much..."
(sorry pple if this is too mushy....gee~)

well, alot can happen in a month..

so hard to part...
darn~

four more days..

and..
..this song popped in my mind...

" I.........I.........
All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
This early morn
The taxi's waitin'
He's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome
I could cry

[Chorus:]
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

I.........There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now
They don't mean a thing
Every place I go I think of you
Every song I sing I sing for you
When I come back
I'll wear your wedding ring

[Chorus]

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Close your eyes
I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the time when I don't have to say........

[Chorus]

Leaving on a jet plane [repeat] "
-Leaving On A Jetplane by Chantal Kreviazuk-

gonna miss him...

to him:
.....do u really hafta go???
haha..
wat a question...
niwayz..
hope u have a gd trip..
and a safe journey..
will pray for ur safety..insyaAllah..


this thing is getting kinda cool...
heh..

Your Birthdate: April 29

You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet.Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings.You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments.You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action. Your strength: Your vivid imagination Your weakness: Fear of failure Your power color: Coral Your power symbol: Oval Your power month: November

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

err...professional...??
sounded a lil wrong there...
but, heck..

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

He is a Man

You have yourself a perfect gentleman and a total keeperYour guy almost always acts appropriatelyHe's probably even very upstanding when you're not aroundThere's no boy left in your boyfriend - he's all man!

so should i be callin him my manfriend??
haha..

orites..'nuff of tests for today..
not gonna expose too much of myself.


for those who are readin..
here's a lil something to share..


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

when boy likes girl..
boy will always do EVERYTHING for girl..
but do u realise that girls normally not only look at how u treat her..
but also how u are as a whole?..

whether ur selfish ..
or stubborn..
or tactless..
or simply an idiot..

one simple act of selfishness..
or showing signs of "stupidity"..or immaturity..
will ruin the whole chance of u getting her..
and u guys being together..
or even u guyz bein friends..
yeouch!!

so be careful of what u said..
or do..
or express urself..
cz if not, u'll be rejected..


some tests i did ..
simply bored..
haha!!
u guys can check it out ..

whether it's true anot, its up to u to decide..
it's just a test...
not 100% true..

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

gonna be a really long holiday..
friday..
saturday..
sunday..
monday..
tuesday..

5 days!!!
so long ah!!
kewl...
i loike~~

and to those who will be celebrating..
Happy Chinese New Year!!
Gong Xi Fa Cai..

And happy holidays!


i shall divide my day into parts..
a few incidents...

Part 1
NIE had this Hari Raya Haji concert today..
went there..
at the entrance, all of my lecturers were like.."Eh, masuk la..masuk..."
felt as if im going to a big event..
to find out that... the lecture theatre is so small..
lerr...

and Professor Madya Dr Hadijah Rahmat touched my shoulder...
wohoo!!
felt so honoured!!
hey, bukan calang-calang orang nya tau...

well, concert was ok...
consist of dikir, nasyid, poetry recitation..
and one Abu Dhabi guy sang...
kinda nice..his longhat very 'pekat'.
haha..
but nice..

Part 2
ate lunch after that...
and fascinating enough..i cant finish my food..
hmm...sth mz be wrong...
not feeling well though..
..body feel warm..
but im always cool..
hah!

Part 3
after all lessons, we ate Iscream..
mixture of yoghurt and fruits
fruits: peach, honeydew and mango..
at least it made my body a lil cooler..
it was nice!

Part 4
On my way to the bus stop, @ Sembawang..
a lil boi said.."kak, boleh kasi $1.60?"
i was stunned...
so lil, and so brave to ask money from strangers..
nasib baik dier panggil kakak..kalau tak, da lama blah...
haha...ok skip that part...

so i ask him lotsa qns...
"Kenapa takde duit?"
"Kenapa tak balik?"
"Dari mana?'
"Tinggal mana?"
"Nak beli apa?"

Translation:-
"Why don't u have any money?"
"Why are u not going home?"
"Where were u from?"
"Where do u live?"
"What do u wanna buy?"

after so many qns..i gave him 2 bucks..
pity him ah..
looked tired..

but made me think ...
why is this happening?
who taught him to ask for money jz like that?
hmm...
too sick to bother..
but sth to think about...
hmm...

Part 5
I went home...