salam aidiladha to all my Muslim friends.

a good day, wit a negative feeling is so not good.
and im talking abt $600+..
ouch. that amount out of my pocket just like that.
bugger!

hah. i'm too nice.
"an expensive lesson learnt"..said the boifren.

lesson: dun be nice anymore.
haha.
an evil me?..nah.
maybe not all the time.

it all started out of pity.

and i forsee some people saying..
..oh, it's about money again..

money is the root of all evil.
wakakaka!

dufus, you...


it's been a year.
in the Hijrah calendar..
and i stil remember vividly.

almost let it go..
due to a reason which i feel the need to be selfless.

and the first time i felt it.
and i believe...

and to you, if you're reading this..
It's already a year...


ok.
this is getting irritating..
i can't stand it any longer.
the more she speaks, the more irritated i feel.
enough is enough.

can u stop speaking ill of others.
maybe that's your views, your opinions.. but my ears are hurting.
i hate to hear all that...
HATE!

can you please...pretty please, put yourself in other's shoes before spitting everything out?
that is a plea.
help me.
help yourself.

i don't think people fancy your words either.

listen to yourself.

and you'll know.

here, im expressing because i dno how i can tell you.
that your words hurt.
too much.
even though it is for others, not me.

ugh!

'nuff said



see!
a hot chocz, wit a good company, in this weather..
plus a cheesecake..
is always nice.

hmmmmmm......


results are out..
alhamdulillah..
and congrats to all..
have been trying to register my modules for next sem.
but cant seem to enter the portal.
sick.

had a great time at Pahang.
thanks for those who showed their concern.
alhamdulillah, all went well.
no rain, no flood.
yea, amazing, but true.
Allah is great.

and im longing for hot chocz.
due to the weather.
imagine...a hot chocz, wit a great company, in this type of weather..kewl.
anyone?

my feelings right now, is like the weather..
haiz..
someone entertain me...

rain rain go away...

going Pontian for hari raya haji..
can i not go..??
...

i dowanna be alone now.

i can't afford to.

else..............

truth is
i want to be there for you
to help whenever you're in need
cause its a fact that i care
for you who's always there

me
i always knew
of what you are capable
however
all falter
even the best will fall
cause we are humans afterall

you knew
i'm always here whenever you need
but i feel useless
of the things that i've said
wondered if it was hopeless
was it ever an aid

tried
and trying
to heal your pain cause i care
and for all you know
i was always there

open your eyes
seek for solace
from God, from the people around you
you know you can do so much better
and that's all that matters

remember
someone cares



to the beach.
wow-ness.
love the trip.
love the beach.
love him.




yesterday was totally fun.
i had a wonderful time, thanks to the boifriend..
im so loving him..

went to Ikea at Tamp..
went to town and catch Deja-Vu.
trips on the buses..so gerekz!!
woo..

then we went home together.
yea, as in..to the same place.
how fun ..
and what are the chances?? .. never actually.. not soon at least..

because both of us were heading to Bedok.
we were like.."Let's go home, sayang.."
and him.."Awak balik dengan kiter!!!" (with the cute smile on his face) -oh, im so melting..

hmm... kewl..

so so kewl...

...and so i went to my grams place..
and he went home...
wouldn't it be easier if we live so near, dearest..??

thanks for the perfect day, hunny.





rites..

guess what.
enough of imagining how it will look like.
enough of day-dreaming..
of how im gonna ride it to school.
enough of dreaming of the designs and the accessories i'm gonna have on it.
or should i / should i not name it.
hah.

... i want a scooter.

dreaming of it for too long.

and now, i am goin to take a bike license.

please make it come true.

anyone wanna accompany me...??
anyone??
anyone???





Totally Spies !!!
in Sunplaza..
Totally kewl...

but heh, they look better on TV.




book is all about love.
and what being in love is all about.
trust.
forgiving.
comfort.
trust.
compassions.
new starts.
and not a one-strike-and-you-are-out game.

but somehow, it is still a mistery to some.
because you wouldn't know the real definition of love.
would you?


betterment of self is important.
and im trying to be better.

and im so in love with him.
thanks dearest, for everything.
the conversation, the discussions, the declarations, the confessions.

and oh, hols.
what i wanna do...

i want to go to the beach!
i want to go the lib and borrow books.
i need to go shopping...lots of bdae babes.
i want to eat ice-cream..been so long.
i want to eat sushi.
i want to go Ikea.
i need to change the pix on my passport.
i want to meet my friends.. miss them.

anyone wanna accompany me??
erm..how about Md Firdaus Bin Abd Raub???
maybe exclude the last one on the list.
okay. thank you.







Happy Birthday KAKTI!!!
and..
Happy Holidays everyone!!!


oh-kay.

the mind is playing its game.

and im so hating it.

please keep me strong.


Showstopper - Danity Kane





i do..cherish you...