and after school.
we met.
thought of just having a simple dinner and back home.
instead, we had dinner and caught Transformers.

nice movie.
nice company.

though both had a tiring day,
meeting each other made the day worthwhile.

Alhamdulillah.

all is good.

thank you.
for that moment.









20062007






missing someone is a good feeling.
being missed is a wonderful feeling,

the heart grew fonder.

each moment.
of the day.




and today.
we met.

just cant get enough.

heh.

went to eat Ayam Penyet.

nice.
yummy.

then went around to look for stuff.

love the time spent together.

chats has always been good.

thanks for another wonderful day.

till the next time.

anyways.....

first day of school was good.

was welcomed by kids running towards me to 'salam'.
sweet.
and kids calling my name.
feels good to be remembered and appreciated.

hope it's gonna be a wonderful journey for me.
and the same to u beginning teachers as well.

insyaallah.






it was a marvellous way to end the two weeks.
before we start working again.

and it felt more than just two weeks.
for us.



started off......

suppose to meet at City Hall around 3-4pm.

but he surprised me.
at my void deck.
and i was indeed SURPRISED!

wow.

went weak.

but chill.
maintain composure.
haha.

then we went to Marina Square and Suntec.
to look for birthday gifts.
but never got any.

then we got drinks from Starbucks.
and chill @ Esplanade.
the third time we're there in two weeks.
sharing session was great.

it was nice.
totally.

and the day was completed
with him sending me back home.
to my doorstep.

thank you
for everything.





and as of yesterday,
and more of today.

emotionally
and mentally
we are.

we had a good talk.

i'm impressed.
and im glad.

thank you.


and today, we had another sharing session.

sharing session is good.

one gotta share the thoughts.
expand their mind.
know other people's views.
and understand them better.

all's good.
alhamdulillah.

more of that to come.

insyaallah.


we can really talk alot.
and share alot.
and crap alot.

and we felt that we need a
Let's-Talk Day.

to just sit.
and talk and talk and talk.

time really flies fast when we do that.






such a wonderful day.
@ Sentosa

had skyride.
and the luge.
thrice.

and i won the luge!
2 - 1
WINNER!

still..it was a good game, beb.
*tcegk tcegk*

had a cable car ride at night too.
and we took the glass cabin.
it was a lil scary, yet wonderful.
it was awesome.

and receiving three gifts.
on three different timings.

1. @ coffee bean
2. during the last skyride
3. in the cable car

no words can describe how i felt.

day was completed with a poem.

Let's play together
in the sky
and fly forever,
never say goodbye..
When I'm with you,
I feel free..
Before I was just a shadow,
but now you complete me.







picture says it all.
doesn't it?

a good day it was.




soon.

today.

i'm waiting.

with patience.


a dedication...

Teman - Zubir Abdullah

Kehangatan mentari menyinari pagi
Derusan hujan mendingini panas
Saling mengiring saling melengkapi
Begitulah kudrat illahi

Kehadiranmu teman bagaikan cahaya
Menerangi taman hatiku yg sepi
Jalin kasih mesra kurnia maha esa
Merestui kemesraan ini

*Andai bunga tiada mekar mewangi
Hancurlah harapan unggas menyepi
Andai dikau menghilang dan menyendiri
Ku terapung hilanglah panduan
Bak hujan di tengah hari
Panas menduri bumi...
Begitulah perasaan pabila bayangmu pun tiada

Keikhlasan hatimu menghangatkan jiwa
Kelembutan suaramu menyejukkan bara
Jernih airmatamu lambang ketulusan
Menemaniku dikala kesepian

(ulang *)

Teruslah menyinar mentari pagi
Teruslah menari hujan yg mendingin
Menghijau menyegar menyuburi bumi
Saling menjalin hubungan infiniti...
(Saling menjalin hubungan infiniti)


today.

full of emotions and thoughts.

however the sharing session was good.

like that sharing.

like the way it went.

smooth.

very smooth.

and im missing already.


in the morning, i received an invitation card.
together with a poem.

i was surprised.
a pleasant one indeed.

made me weak in the knees.

and i appreciated it alot.

just one word..

WOW...

and thank you..

okay, that's four.

nevertheless, u made me smile.

One night

I had a pleasant dream
I was a princess
On a land of my own.
Happiness was an understatement because it was a feeling i've never felt before.
Laughing.
Smiling.
Light-hearted.

And at one corner, i notice a rainbow.
A wonderful one indeed.
It gave me hope.
And strength.

I love that.

But.....
i was afraid to wake up.
Afraid it will be gone.

Should i wake up
and live my dream?

Or should i just leave it as a dream?

Question after question started to play in the head.

What if it's just another dream?
Will i get the same dream if i sleep again?
Am i able to get near to the rainbow?
What if the rainbow disappears even before i tried to get near it?

However, the dream was too wonderful to let go.

Then again, i still have to wake up one day.

But some dreams do come true don't they?
Tell me they do.


Someone sent...........




What True Love means


Have you ever think aback what you have done to hurt someone deeply???
Have you ever think how hurt the person will feel???
We are told, don't start off if you don't love her/him.
But why, guys/girls still do it to hurt their partner???
Always stand in their postion and think how they will feel...


If you had been hurt before, don't hurt another party.
Cos, its not their fault. They don't hurt you.
Be true to them, if not do not ever start off with them.
It hurts the person a lot...


So, if you choose the route to start off wit that person...
Be faithful and love her/him...
Don't end that relationship with that person....
It is just like a lifetime promise to the person...
You might think she/he is not important to you anymore...
But have you ever think how important you are to that person???


It is always easy to end a relationship with someone you don't love..
But it is difficult to end a relationship with someone you love deeply....


Spare a thought for that person...
Try to give him/her a chance to do their part to love you...
It is easy to say goodbye...However, it is not easy to let go...
Think twice on your decision...


Even if you have made a wrong decision and regretted on letting her/him go as you think you don't love her/him anymore...
You can always try to set things back...
Perhaps, that person is waiting for your return...


Don't wait for someone who don't treasure your love...
Accept someone who treasure your love and everything...
It's a blissful and lucky thing to have the love from someone...
Someone who doesn't care how much you hurt them...
If you have someone who still wait for you no matter how much and deep you hurt them...


Definitely, that girl/guy is a faithful person...


It's no harm accepting the person back and love the person....
You will only regret if you let go someone who love you so much...
Appreciate what she/he has done for you...
Appreciate hers/his love and love she/him back...
So, if you have ever hurt someone who love you deeply...


Sit down and think, if what you did to hurt her/he is right or wrong...
There won't always be a chance...
Grab the chance and treasure it...
Otherwise when you regret one day, its already useless...


True love do exists,
Its just how you view love,
Grab the chance,
Love someone who worth you to love,
Love someone who can love you truthfully,
You will one day find the meaning of TRUE LOVE!


imagine.

having dinner by the beach.
sitting on the break water.
watching a movie.
happily.

admiring the wave hitting the edges of the shore.
and the wind blowing gently.
figuring the shape of the clouds.

very calm indeed.

isnt it wonderful?

was it just a fantasy?





today was eventful.
full of kekekness.
gerekz.

though i had a fair share of the tolerance test.
it was still good.

sharing session.
filling each other's crappiness.
making ourselves even crappier.
talking about the crappiest things under the sun.
'good-topic' conversations.
and the 30 seconds of silence, because we simply talk and laugh too much.

great.

stress-free it was.

thanks for today.




lunch was good.
great company.
nice indeed.

thanks loads.

and a surveyor thought we were 17 and 18 year old kids.
macam budak-budak ke kiter nie?

however, it was all good.



and....

results...

syukur alhamdulillah.
all is good.

congratulations to all.
especially to you.

proudnessnessness.

and a treat i await.


something new.
i found.

"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are in fact, one day closer to the next time you will !!!"

somehow.
i find that interesting.

and one said yesterday.
"life is a game of choices... ..... ....."

not something new.
but something that made me wonder.
and think.

and i like it when people make me think.
and smile.


i pray..
may you be in good health.
insyaallah.
im worried.

and i felt.
till i cant held back anymore.

missing.

get well soon.
please.

and thank you for the time.
for the treat.
for the smiles.
see you when i see you.





lots to write.
lots in mind.

anyway..
wrote this on a piece of paper in school.
when i was in the staff room.
kids having their malay camp.
by Riang Ria.
first half of the day in school, the other half at ECP.

anyhow.

" After some thought, i've made up my mind not to
throw everything away
some are worth keeping
in some special place.

because

they make me smile
they make me cry
they make me feel warm and fuzzy inside
they make me go far away
to somewhere special.

and i love having such feelings.

because

it makes me human

it makes me feel safe

and that i was not alone."

yep.
all that before i went up to the malay room
and tidy things up.
got necessary workbooks, textbooks and teachers' guides.

primary one
primary four
primary five
primary five foundation

woah.
and heard that i've got to set primary five higher mother tongue paper.
and primary one paper.

insyaallah, all will be well.

after that, went to East Coast Park.
a place where the sky witnessed it all.
hah.
anyways..........
kids seemed to have fun.
and the cikgus....erm. decided to go to Parkway Parade.
walked.
and we bought ice-cream!!
yeyy. sesungguhnya sudah lama ku tak makan aiskrim.
wohoo.
the sensation. the coldness as it enters the throat.
fuh!
heh.

all done, back to school.
oh, its just a one day camp.

on the bus,
we chatted.
and i realised.
that i was lucky.

lucky to have known them.
and u were lucky to have known them too.
because they love us.
and we love them.
there weren't any grudges.
they seemed to like each other too.
everything was good wasn't it?

but Nelly Furtado says..
"All good things come to an end"

ada hikmahnya.

nevertheless, all was fine.

alhamdulillah.



randomnessnessness.
and
rantings.

now..
it is the age.
no doubt about that.
it does matter.
don't you think so?

i need to get teacherie stuff.
anyone??
maybe after my pay.

and excuse me, friend.
there's no need for you to be sarcastic.
and give obvious hints.
because it is/was never appreciated.
if you feel like being nice and wants to show your care,
do it sincerely.
what's the point of being nice and use sarcasm to wash all your good deeds away?
that's merely dumb.
to the core.
you never change.
you still expect too much.
and never thankful with things around you.
you know, if people care for you, they would really care.
and ask how you're doing.
they don't need reminding.
unless...........

think, my friend.

you know, this has been happening.
if you realise.
what's the need of isolating yourself?
if you're gonna be the same?

till now, i still can't understand you.

and the reason i'm saying this is because
i am a friend.






random.
of yesterday and today.

it was a very good closure.
thanks for the time.
and effort.
a very memorable weekend.

i miss them.
alot.
i wish....
and i hope this wish will come true.

and..
Selamat Bertunang kepada Khatijah!!!!!
semoga berkekalan..
dan berbahagia selalu.

also..
of course, the photo taking session....
before we went up to her house.





and after that, went to town.
to look for something..
Ryehan!!! tak jumpa pun!!!

nevertheless, the chilling session was good.