sometimes, i feel that no one can truly understand me.
after living for 22 years, i couldnt even understand myself.

but the fact is, i am a sensitive creature.
and somehow, i think alot.
too much that i get irritated by myself.
for thinking too much.

and people around me, they are irritated as much.

you know, i think about the crappiest things on earth.
and questions can just pop out in the head. out of nowhere.
i hate it.

to the core.

because it hurts my head.
especially when i do not get the answers.
and it just doesnt stop there.
i will get super sensitive and will just break down.
and to quote : "you sensitive-shithead"

indeed i am.

maybe, all i need is someone who can entertain my thoughts.
so that it will not stray.

haha.

i am weird.

i hate that part.

and being sensitive, i feel how people feel.
and sometimes, too much that it affects me.
damn, i cant be a social worker.

haha.

scrap that idea, Nurul.

the mind is so complex.

"you sensitive-shithead"