The mother was affected.

She almost teared.

Seeing that, i got more affected.

I apologise for causing you this plight.

And i aint smiling this time.


surprises...one after another.
it was overwhelming for me.
but i love them.

last night, was sleeping.
and a girlfriend called.
told me to look outside the window.
told me to go down.
and it was around 11 plus already.
went down...to the lobby.
and there...standing...wit my bdae present.
wow.
surprised!!!
a charmed bracelet.



and this morning..
was about to go out for class.
was about to lock the door.
a man, with a bouquet of sunflowers.
looking for me.
again....surprised!!!



and when i get back from class.
few minutes later.
someone came.
and pass me a box...
of cake.
again...surprised!!!
an ice cream cake...



mom was like.."Apa nie?? Kau ni macam celebrity pulak.."

and somehow, i feel that..
all this happen for a reason.
Allah knows best.

thank you friends.
thank you for making me feel so special.

and i know, y'all love me even without saying.

also, thanks for the birthday wishes..
the calls..
the smses..
the mmses..
the comments..
the messages..

thanks for making me smile..



it was a total surprise for me.
never did i expect that.

i was in the staff room, catching my breath after i finished the last lesson for the week.
and suddenly received this call from suxuan.
there i thought she was in trouble because she needed my help.
so i ran to the rescue.. imagine running in heels. horrible!

as soon as i enter the Sanctuary(place where teachers chill)
i saw the three of them..
with a cake lighted up with candles.
OH MY GOD!!!
i was super touched and super surprised.
almost teared la.
how sweet!!!!!

and i did not expect it one bit.

gave them a hug each.
and im thankful to have these people in my life.













i was greeted with a Sunflower and and Ferrero Rocher this morning.

wowwee!!

made me smile so wide...really wide....

i loike la..

thank youssss!!!!


wahey!~

today was eventful.

had this real conversation with a colleague who is sitting the nearest to me and yet it was only a hi, bye, teasing each other kinda conversation...until today.
shared. cz we had some things in common.

it's all good. a long 2 hour talk.

even the trainess were wondering what took me so long and got "jealous" cz i don't have time for them.
and one of the gerls actually gave me an e-card ...erm, mayb to grab my attention, i think.
wahahah. thanks woman!! love you alot. no worries.

anyways, after school, went out with suxuan.
dead tired. but we love each other's company.
as usual, we talked alot.
and laughed alot.
walked alot.

and alhamdulillah, the eyes got better.
i think the kapur works. thanks mother.
but i sneeze alot la today.
getting sick.
or its just the weather.
bah!~

i dowanna be sick on my birthday...

Oh Allah, grant me good health.



yesterday,
had a wonderful time with the trainees..

no intention of going home early
so we went to starbucks @NorthPoint.
and the banana cream coconut whatever whatever...made me high..again.
wohoo!!
superb la the taste.

and we talked alot.
the things we shared.
opened my eyes really alot.
till i have infection now...dang!~
haha.

and now im wondering if i should go to the doctor and get the eye cream.
cz i dowanna get MC.
super rajin la this cikgu. hah.
yea right. i have workbooks to complete.
kids to chase after.
books to mark.
so ya, cant afford the MC.
bleah!
and starting revision for their SA1 next week.

2 more weeks to go...

and now, the choice is to stay or not to stay.
the VP actually asked.. and frankly i dunno.
now going around asking colleagues for their opinion.
and praying for the right path for me..

and now... Alhamdulillah.
all's good.






What storms are to sailors,
Your bitter plights are to me.
They are nothing but misery,
Not just you but also me.

What sunshine is to flowers,
Your smiles are to me.
They are just simple things;
But miracles to both you and me.

And life is a painting;
Just how you choose to colour it.
Colour it with your loneliness,
And so it shall be.
Colour it with togetherness?
The most beautiful painting, you'll see.


A Walk To Remember ...


lil colourful flowers that brighten my day


that made me smile just by its beauty


the never-ending breeze that gently touches my face


and the soft sand against my feet


makes me wanna stay there forever


reminiscence of the old block


and of the sweet past






it was blissful indeed...

those are the lil things..

that make me smile..


Of all the things i could say here..

i could not say any.

Just.

In need of the beach

In need of ice cream

In need of serenity

And i want to run away..

From all these madness.

I am tired.

I need a break.






and here's some special dedication..

***HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK WARDAH!!!
and WELCOME INSYIRAH RAUDHAH!!!***



i pray..

for happiness

for all the people i care and love

myself included..

and i thank Allah for your existence in my life..

yes, you.....

thank you...