now..

i'm seeing it in a new light

thank YOU

for making me realise

...

and oh, im kinda into this pokemon game.
muahahahaa!!
thanks, love.

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3 days of back to back shopping
(love the clutch and the shoes i bought)



and mayb because im too tired
and now im down
with fever and flu

daym~

all the surprises that i thought of
all gone down the drain
ugh.

stay at home and rest i must and i shall

and i hate lemsip
it is sooo the freaking pahit. mayb i din put much sugar to cover that bitter taste.
yuck.

the head is being banged hard
and the nose is running

way to go..





you know..
It is not right to give people false hope, by going out wit him/her every day and not expecting anything to happen to him/her. And especially doing it with more than one person is definitely a no-no. And ready with the package - sweet talks, sweet gestures. something you think as nothing but definitely means alot to the other. It hurts. Feel it for yourself and you'll know. What are you doing? Surveying? Get a life!

you know..
It is wrong to treat love as nothing. one day you love him/her and the next day, poof! And the reason, "Oh, we just cant find the correct spot and we have too many differences. And my feelings for him/her is no more." Ouch. That hurts much. Overnight? How could you? You love him/her for a day, and next, gone? Proves how much you appreciate and treasure love.

you know..
It is not right, treating the other so bad, but still expecting the love from him/her. Even though he/she does, it will be in denial. Never take things for granted. If you love him/her, you could have done better. You could have tried to "renew" the love every now and then, rather than speak ill of the other.

and..

you know..
It is not right to joke about death. N E V E R joke about death. It is a no-playing matter. Please avoid that. Thanks for the tremble you provide and thanks for disrupting the study time, it is not appreciated at all. Im not angry at you, but just pissed at how easy you play with such. However, glad that everything is fine.


it's nice..
having him to fetch me..and send me back home.
it's been so long.
we missed those times.



thanks for the wonderful time, sayang.
the sharing..
the "arguments"..
the sweet lil things..

love them.

love you.




the day

after our last day of NIE
before out practicum starts

fun time

Kak Shanom: I like you alot. hehe. Remember the DLK lesson and how we kutuk the lecturer. hahaha... it's nice being in the same grp as you. Don't forget me ya!

Rosni: Harlooo... hehe. I like you la. Gonna miss you alot u know. It's really nice being in the same grp as u for the DLK lessons.. izit DLK? haha. miss me aitz!

Hajar: love working wit you. really... hee. remember the magazine thingy? yea, nice time we had. the posings, the running around looking for the printing shop..all in great fun! hehe. wish it was more than jz tt.

Yati, Shamira, Humaira, Marsita: u guys rawk!! din get the chance to work wit you guys..something i wish i could. u guys will be missed.

Kak Nurul: thanks for all the help i can get from you. Smile always kay...

Shah, Luqman, Rosmani: hey dudes, thanks for all the great times in class. korang kekek ah.

Fariz: thanks for being that irritating cousin, teasing me like you always did. See u soon. haha.

miss me cz i will miss you too.
forget me not cz i will not forget you guys too.

will always treasure all the times and memories..
and the friendship forged in those two short years.

all those words couldn't simply explain how much i'm grateful in knowing all of you.
every single one.

i thank all of you, once again...

on the way to school... just now.

in the train all alone..

the mind wanders.

to my kids in Woodlands Ring Pri Sch.

how much i miss them. damn. i miss them alot.

and how much i miss this particular person,my colleague. Suraya.

no words can describe how beautiful of a person she is.

and i teared when i receive her sms just now. and she cried even more when receiving mine.

miss you la sis....






im preparing so much, mentally, for my practicum

so much...

maybe because i'm in that denial mode

of not anticipating to go for practicum..but wanting to look as if i am.

yes.

and called the school, got P2 and P3.

Alhamdulillah.

North View Primary School, wait for my arrival ya!




the parents met

face to face

talked

is this really happening?

nonetheless, it was a pleasant experience

hope it was, for everyone








shopped wit the mom, 2nd time for the week

love shopping wit her

she is so kewl

realise there're actually alot of things i can get from Sunplaza

though small,

got what i've wanted for the longest time

and she got me shoes

love the stuff

love the mom

Kisses







my dreams are never yours

our hopes never met

the desires are different

but we still move along well

simply wonderful

how love is

isn't it


so glad i've moved on.




yes-ah!!
Singapore won!
congrats.

though i was at home watching, the heat was really up.
mom was kecoh-rable.
sis was screaming alot.
dad was...chill as usual..
and me, scolding the Thai player no.7.. oh man, he ought to get strike by lightning. so kasar lor.
and the chats wit friends online...scolding the referee, the players...on MSN.
gereks.

and yea, screamed our hearts out when Amri scored..
and the counting down till the 94th min..
nice.



yesterday

i felt the same as i felt last year

exact day

exact feeling

only of a different year

i'm not against it

nor am i unsupportive of it

but that feeling struck me

again







Happy 15th month dearest....