aku beraya..
akhirnya!!!

and here are some of the pix...














was that my last straw?
if it was, then im sorry.

how long will i have to bear all that?
how long more will it take for u to realise?
how long more will i have to play this game?
it seems to be a cycle..and it has been happening.
do you notice or even realise?

u seek to be understood, but do u understand me?
understand what i actually want?
understand me..as me?

i've tried.
to talk, to share, to express.
but to no avail.
what's the point of doing things alone?

do you even think of stopping whatever u do and think?
think...
think...

you've done it again.
and picking up the small broken pieces was tough.
and is going to be.. still.

i've lost it.
words from all of you doesnt matter anymore..
liars...

i may be silent..

but..

im terribly hurt.

and don't u dare ask why...

i am blessed with people loving me..
and i love them endlessly...

was cleaning the windows.. had to reach out to clean the back part of the window..
mom was telling me to be careful..."jangan nurul...kau blm kahwin..."
dad was so scared that i might fall out, so he stood behind me all the way..haha..
love me..

my lappy had a problem one fateful day..
went to a friend.. who helped though was tied down wit loads of work.
appreciate it sooooooooo much..and now the lappy's okay.
a friend in need is a friend indeed..
love me..

concern people and friends around me..
asking me how im doing..
asking for updates and providing advices..
and share..
love me..

i feel loved.






i want to blog.
blog out whatever's in my head.
but all i can produce is...

ARGH!

That's for now.

Yes, i've blogged.


yea..another NIE babe's bday...
by the name of Khaiyisha...
and here are the pix..




The sound of the waves,
The cricket's singing.
The wind is blowing at my face.
And here im wondering..
of everything..
That is happening..
All are surfaced.

I wonder how.
I wonder why.

The moon and the stars.
Staring down at me..
Are they looking at me in awe or pity?
Reflecting on my life, and how it's gonna be..
I leave it all to fate, and in God's hand it will be.