Thursday, August 31, 2006
me and mom has been talking alot.about the life i'm leading now. more about Fir. more about the family. my family. my extended family.more about what i intend to do.more about the age and maturity.i find it very insightful, having to talk to her.of things i never knew of. things i never thought of. and i'm glad, things are fine.Alhamdulillah.i feel blessed. but somehow, i am afraid.of growing up..and the mind wondered...reminescence of the past.remember those days when i was in primary school. life were different then. less complicated. less obligations. in secondary schools, when all the crush(es) began.puppy love they call it. still studying to get good grades, worrying about which sch i will end up going.yep, Yishun Junior College. those were the past.all that process, makes one grow more mature.now i'm 21. hijrah birthday soon. 8 Sya'aban. i am a big girl now.a young adult.people have expectations of me. my parents, my grams..my sister is now looking at me as an example.all that sounds good..but..am i growing up well?am i a good daughter? a good role model to my sister?will i be a good teacher?i lack alot.and i seek for guidance.i am trying my best.lead me.for the better.please.
i smiled today 7:27 PM
