Tuesday, June 20, 2006
It's time.. Time for me to be alone and think. Reflect. Yes, reflect on the things that happened. Only to improve myself. Time for me to recall on what i had spilled out of my mouth. Intentionally or unintentionally. To make sure that i will not repeat the same mistakes again. So that i will not hurt anyone in future. I've hurt someone today. Without realising, i did. It never came across my mind that i would hurt that someone. Never wanted. But i did. That someone's hurt and i'm hurt too. And i hope things will be better in future. If it doesn't, then we have to work out some ways to solve it. The best way that is. For the betterment of the future.However, i was just being myself. I've tried my very best to make things happen. To make things better day by day. Even though unobvious, i did it from the bottom of my heart. Out of sincerity. Out of love. Some spices to add to the normal flavour. Hoping it will put a smile on the face. I'm no angel. I have incapabilities. If there are any areas which needs to be improved on, please voice out. I will try my best to be better. But i can't promise that i will be the perfect person. Because i'm far from perfection. Excuse my flaws. I'm just being myself and trying to be better each day. Please don't ask too much from me. I'm just human.
Time is all i need. Because i can't change overnight. Let me to think things through. On whether this is the way...
-the chest hurts. ouch!
i smiled today 9:20 PM
