suppose to go to Bukit Timah today. camp. thought of going a little later cz i wanted to have some rest. had the rest. woke up, wanted to go so much. packed my bag. changed. everything was settled. left wit shoes and open the door, and out me go..
but...
went back to my room. look at myself in the mirror. "can i make it?" look so haggard. coughing. sneezing. runny nose. slight fever. and hafta climb the rock wit all that sickness? no..i cant make it. i dont think i can. even if i go, i will be sitting one corner, to motivate the kids, or take pix. which i so dont like cz i want to participate. and if i climb, i will make my condition worse.
after much thinking...
i informed one of the coordinators that i will not be goin. cz im weak. sad. one down, but i hope u guys will go ahead as planned. have fun u guys.
called the love. he was happy that im not going. well, cz he need not worry so much about me being there feeling unwell and all. and so that he wont be missing me that much. hah.
