apologies..
all that i can say for now..

for the words that came out of my mouth..
never intended to hurt anyone in the process.

feeling horrible..

but..

if the jouney matters as much...
and if u think that all i look for is what ur thinking im looking for..
then, i shall say that you misjudge me..
or rather the things that i said..

or maybe, u're seeing it at a different angle as i see it..

still..

if u persist in believing in whatever you perceive my words mean..
then..
i failed..

'cause the journey is very important..
and i disappointed you..

i'm truly sorry..
'cause that wasn't my intention at all..
never...
and will never be..

i'm not good enough..
'cause i failed..