Tuesday, February 21, 2006
WHEN IT CONCERNS FEELINGS..having all kinda feelings now..
lonelyone month without him is kinda tough..
especially now, having no contact for
5 days..
thought time will fly faster..but nah..
it gets worst actually..
anticipating his calls..which i know will not happen..
bleah!
what a feeling..
10 more days...
angryanger for someone is
splurging..
someone who is always so
selfish..
so
egoistic..
so
hipocritical..
an
irritating moron..
an
ungrateful human being..
can u
totally get out of my life..
pay me everything u owe..
and an advice for u..
"pls dun dream big if u know u can't achieve it..doesnt matter in what aspect..realise ur ability..rather than your want.."i have enough of you..
and stop finding fault wit me..
true enough,
first impression is always right..~
a lil stressi have
7 projects due...
hafta do a magazine..
prepare a debate..
do a lesson plan..
complete literature 25-page essay..
complete literature presentation..
linguistic presentation..
linguistic assignment..
wow!!and i only have a week break..
why not longer!!?
simply
lack of drive to do all that..
but will do..
no worries..
annoyedwith someone who's still
pestering me..
even though he knows im
attached..
cmon...what can i do to make u realise that?
ignore him?..done
but he' still contacting..
a lil
irritated ..
but keepin my
cool~
va-va-voom
haha..
happy that is..
cz my
mom knows abt fir..
she seems to be ok wit me
'seeing' him..
seems to be
talking and askin alot abt him..
hopefully there will be a time when she will know him in person..
and him, knows my family..
not forgetting, for me too...
seram~..haha.
the thought of my mom being a-okay abt it is a great feeling..
yela...dapat
restu mak bapak la katakan..
eheh...
gatai nyer aku nie..
jodoh di tangan Tuhan, insyaallah..
hehee..
and wit Allah's help, i'm able to go through all that..
Insyaallah..
Ameen..
i smiled today 9:27 PM